(October 8th, 2008 by gale13-naek; adopted from my friendster blog)
falling inlove with a vampire is insanity…
falling inlove with a fictitious book hero is again…an insanity…
so…therefore…I’M INSANE!
tyke!
oh gosh…i thought after finishing the sequel…this profound affection for edward cullen will tail off bit by bit…
and with that…i am totally wrong!..i’ve been thinking of him every minute…say his name or tell the story out of the blue… post pictures of the book’s upcoming movie beside my bed…and catch a glimpse of my favorite scenes in the book everyday…oh gosh!…this is totally irrational..
but well…irrationality’s my nature… and i’m so sure i can live with it.. i can live thinking of edward cullen forever…i can live with it… i can live with my imagination… “it’s wrong!”..”that’s none of your business”…argh..argh..argh…
edward cullen…has already mauled a huge space in my heart…haiii…mauled? darn!
…when you can live forever..what do you live for?
when i can live forever…i’ll find an edward of mine…someone who treats you like your the only sight of his eyes…someone who accepts you from whoever you are…someone who is READY TO RISK leaving you for your own safety or happiness…someone who understands…someone afraid to hurt you…someone so gentle and so loving…someone so gorgeous and hypnotizing/dazzling…someone so careful…someone so-like edward… and what will i live for?..i’ll live loving him every single moment of my existence!! hahahaha
“…if leaving you will be the right thing to do…i’ll hurt myself to keep you safe..”
*cries*
*i love edward cullen*

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